Tuesday, March 8, 2011

ia tulus dr hati~

its happen... 
kepada u yg i sayang...
i sdey ble ble u wat keputusan tu... i mcm x b0leh terima.. u kn0w what..i SAYANG gile at u, 0ke?!! arghh...its make me sick! i rase malas nk wt pape da skunk ni.. i patah aty nk blaja...i ptah aty dlm sgale hal.. u penting sgt3 dlm id0p i!! kenapa u say that w0rd? i n0e that im n0t en0ugh g0od f0r u...i n0e that...but f0r me, u r s0 perfect t0 me... kenapa u nk tinggal kn i?? u tahu kn i sayang gile at u! we have been t0gether alm0st 4 years.. u xsyg ke dgn all 0f 0ur mem0ry? i xkisah orang nk kate i ni thegeh kn u ke...p0mpuan gedik ke...i x kisah! ape yg i nk, u balik la at i...plz maafkan i...

kepada u yg i sayang...
i sgt patah aty skrg ni... tp i twu, brape besen air mata i kluarkan pn tak kn dpt kembalikan u pada i..i twu u da tak kn trima i... u already hate me..gosh! tp i xkisah... i ttap nk menangis gk... i sedey sgt skunk ni... lepas ni, sape lg nk teman i bercerita? sape lg nk dgr keluh kesah i? bile i penat seharian wat keje i yg melambak tu, u la tmpat i bercerita segala nye...u la penenang ati i...lepas i ckp dgn u, mesti ati i rse tenang cket wlupn kite ckp hnye utk beberapa saat.. u twu x?? tp knape u tinggal i? knape u wat kputusan tu? i xtwu macamane i lpas ni bile u xde..i dah biase ade u.. sejak i masuk u, u mmg dah ade dgn i..beri i semgt hampir setiap kali bile i kcundang dlm test.. krn u, i xpenah dpt p0inter less than 3.8..i nk u bgge dgn i...tp skrg u dah xde.. i tpakse buat s0rg...semangat i dh ilang..!!! i rse nk mnyumpah je at dri i sndri! (b0d0!bangang!!!!arghhh!!!!!!!!!)

kepada u yg i sayang...
mgkin ade kate kate i yg buat u kerap kali trsinggung,.. i mtk maaf sgt! i twu i tr0k! i twu u dah x tahan dgn i... tak pela, u cri pmpuan yg lbey baik dr i... i harap sgt u bahagia dgn die... tp pliz! jgn sesekali cite kbahagian u pd i...n jgn smpai i dgr pasal kbahagiaan u nti.. i twu yg i x sanggup n x kuat utk menerima nye nanti!! tlg jage dri u baik baik...skali lg i mtk maaf..

kalau u bace bl0g i ni, i nk u tahu yg i syg gile kt u!!! n i akn ingat ia smpai bile bila...cz u r the best i ever had...8/3/11...11.42pm...

2 comments:

  1. be patient....
    dun let ur sadness get over you...
    it's all test and take an experiences from it and use it in the future.
    1 more thing, jz keep study ok..

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