Thursday, December 23, 2010

Pisang.... bermacam pisang..

aku: ye kak... nk beli ape? macam2 jenis pisang ade...
akak tu: ade pisang ape je ni dik?
aku: yang ni pisang awak,kak..yg tu pulak pisang abu.. yg pnjang2 ni, pisang nangka...
akak tu: mane sedap?
aku: semua sedap kak.. rse dulu semua.. esok2 dtg lg beli yg akak btol2 bkenan..
akak tu: bolehla dik..bg awak rm2, abu rm2, nangka rm2..

haaa...pndai tak aku mniage?? hehe.. keesokan harinye akak tu dtg lg.. esok nye lg..n esok nye lg.. tiap2 ari taw..haaa...addicted akak tu dgn pisang goreng resepi turun temurun nenek aku tu.. hoho~ (tersenyum bangge)..

cuti ni, aku tolong pak lang aku niage gerai goreng pisang n kuih2.. semua nye mak lang aku yg buat.. sape ajar?? my mum la... my mum tu, pakar buat kuih.. ikot resepi mak mertua die (mak my dad la).. goreng pisang tu plak. adunan nye ikot resepi nenek aku belah my mum... ape adunannye?? hahaha.. rahsie ler beb.. benjol plak kpale aku ni kang kne ketok dgn pak lang aku  kalau aku btwu korang..sebab melingkupkn pniagaan die..haha..

keje dgn pk lang aku ni, wat aku twu jnis2 pisang ni.. padahal before ni ape jenis pisang pn aku x tawu.. yela, aku ni haram nk ke dapu.. bak kate my mum.."kalau nmpak aku memasak kt dapur tu, bukan aku la tu..tp..hantu!!" (sampai hati mama..wuwu~) 
ape yg aku perasan, tiap2 pisang ni, ade pminat nye sndiri..


mule2 aku cite pasal pisang awak ye.. pisang awak ni manis.. kalah madu! aku kalau makan pisang awak ni, kompem gigi aku rse nyilu (gune lah sensodyne..eh, btol ke aku eja tu?ah,lantakla..).. pstu body die comel2 je..kiut! hehe.. selalunye yg minat pisang awak ni, kaum cina.. amoi depan gerai ktorang tu, tiap2 ari beli pisang awak ni rm10..minat betol die dgn family die.. tp mmg la.. tiap2 cina yg singgah, tak kirela dr yg kecik smpai yg da membongkok pn, msti pilih pisang awak ni..


pisang ke2 yg aku nk cite ni plak, pisang kesukaan kaum kite.. melayu la ape lg.. ape yg aku dok phatikan, org melayu kite ni ramai yg suka pisang abu.. pisang abu ni rase die masam2 manis.. tp x la semanis pisang awak.. tp mmg sedap la! bntuk die plak gemok2.. mama aku pnggel pisang ni, banana fat..haha..ape2 jela,ma.. tp kn aku pn x tawu kenape orang kite ni suke pisang abu ni.. pak lang aku kate, sebab orang melayu ni x suka manis2.. btol ke??


mesti korang terpike, cina n melayu aku da cte citerase dorg..tp kaum india plak suke ape?? haa.. mgikut kajian aku lg (wah, cam profesor plak aku rase..hehe~) kaum india ni suke pisang nangka.. pisang nangka ni panjang.. besar ar senang cite.. harge die pn agk mahal gk la.. rase die, xmanis sgt.. lebih kurang manis dr pisang awak n pisang abu.. pisang nangka ni sedap kalau cicah sambal n gula.. perrgghhh!!! meleleh air liur,beb..

tu la antare pisang goreng yg pak lang aku jual.. die jual tiga jenis pisang ni utk tambat hati pelbagai kaum kat negara kite ni kate nye.. so, maseng2 boleh rase.. hurm..bangge aku jd rkyat malaysia ni.. macam2 krenah n citarase.. hidup MALAYSIA!!!!





Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Lelaki & teddy bear??

Lelaki  & teddy bear??
Teddy bear...aku pggel, bebear..hehe..senang cket nk sebot.. xpnjg sgt nk ckp.. haa...dgr je bebear, msti korang da tringat kat gigurlz kn (nme glamour utk kaum pompuan..hehe)?? yela...org kate, sape yg ade bebear ni org nye de hati yg lembut...manje..sweeeeeet sgt..smpai sakit gigi la katekn..haha...
TAPI...
macamne plak kalau lelaki ade bebear??? haaa... xpelik pn rasenye.. zaman skrg ni, ramai je lelaki yg ade bebear taw..
tak percaye??? cntoh nye, cm dlm gambar atas sekali .. teka tu sape?? hehe.. my dad la... my dad slah seorang boy dlm dunia ni yg minat bebear taw..haha...my dad ade 3 bebear yg dia syg gle...ktorang nk pinjam pn x boleh! huh..kedekut!! yg aku x puas hati tu, bebear aku pn dia nk gne..apekah?? nampak je garang..hoho~ ayah....ayah... (sambil geleng kepala)
tak pecaye lg?? tgk artis plak..ariel AF.. dia antara boy yg kita tgk macho je an..hensem plak tu..! (yunk, jgn marah ye..awak lg ensem..hehe~) tp minat bebear gk.. haha.. haaa...dah pecaya?? x pelik kan boy & teddy bear...
TAPI...
Sebenarnye aku suka gak boy yg minat bebear ni..cute pe?? yela... bkn ape.. bg aku, boy yg suka dgn bebear ni, nmpak cute.. n normally, jiwa dorg ni agk match dgn jiwa gigurlz (kajian aku sndri..suke2 aku je..haha) so, ble dorg de jiwa dorg ni cmtu, dorg aku rse lebih memahami...n lebih caring...(yekew? hehe) tu pndapat aku la.. x tawu la orang lain..yela, stiap orang lain pndapat..ye x?
ade gak kawan2 aku yg x suka dgn boy cmni.. dorang kate boy cmtu x macho la..geli la.. ntah ape2 la.. n mcm2 lg la.. tu pndapat dorang la kn.. everyone have their own perception kn.. lg pn, negara kita kn negara demokrasi..

tu jela aku nk bebel dlm entry kali ni...slamat membace....=)

Monday, December 20, 2010

Aku kagum..

Dlm entry ni aku nk crite ttg kekaguman aku ttg sebuah negeri ni..Kelantan Darul Naim (Jawi: كلنتن دار النعيم, Loghat Kelantan: Klatè).

mule2 aku nk cite siket psl sejarah negeri klate ni...Dengar cerita perkataan kelantan tu daripada perkataan "gelam hutam". dalam bhase omputihnye, pokok Melaleuca leucadendron. Ada juga yang mengatakan bahawa namanya datang daripada perkataan "kilatan" atau "kolam tanah". Selain itu Negeri Kelantan juga dikenali dengan nama Tanah Serendah Sekebun Bunga, Tanjung Pura, Negeri Cik Siti Wan Kembang dan serambi mekah pada masa dahulu. Tp aku rse mmg sesuai nme serambi mekah tu dberi kpd negeri tu...

hurm..lupekn la ttg sejarah tu...ape yg aku nk cerita ttg pnglaman aku pergi sne..

last week aku pergi kelantan.. saje je bercuti dgn family.. hurmm..seronok ke?? bg aku, tak lah seronok sangat.. cz klate bkn lah mcm negeri2 len..de mall bsar2.. tp ade sesuatu yg buat aku kgum dsane.. aku kagum dengan cara pemerintahan kerajaan kt sne..

nk tahu kenape??

kat sne, aku rse lain sgt...

Firstly, smue signboard dtulis dlm bhase jawi.. bgos kn?? bkn je kdai melayu malah kdai kaum cina n india pn dtulis dlm tulisan jawi.. slain tu, byangkn, kdai 7E pn dlm tulisn jawi tw..hahaha.. bagus2!!haaa....kn aku dh ckp..tgk tu, iklan milo pn dlm jawi taw..

ni iklan kdai komputer n hotel at sbelah tu..

Then, takde seekor anjing pn kt sane..aku lihat, kaum cina, india n melayu saling hormat-menghormati trhadap sensitiviti kaum lain... aku bkn ape, aku ddk perumhn yg berbilang bgse...tp jiran aku ni, bela anjing..smpai ade 1 ari tu, anjing tu kejar adk aku..ayh aku ape lg, mengamuk la...yela, adk aku tu anak kesygn dy...serng je teruna dlm kluarga aku ni...hoho~ semlm lg terok, anjing jiran depan umah aku, msok umh ktorg! pnat mak aku nk samak rumah aku tu..hurm... aku x kisah lau ddk bjiran dgn plbagai kaum ni...aku suke gle! 1MALAYSIA la ktekn... mlah, kwan baik adik aku pn, india...my mum plak, kwn lepak dgn die, cina sebelah rmah aku..rapat gle smpi tuka2 mknan tiap2 ari..haha! (jgn riso, die xbela anjing...hehe~) haaa...continue ape aku cte td..aku xkisah..tp sebaik ny, msing2 jge senstiviti kaum melayu..negara kite ni kn negara Islam...

haaa..tulah antre yg aku kagum n harap negeri2 lain jdkn cntoh... so, utk renungan mata aku letak la gmba aku at sane..
my mum...cantik kn? tu yg my dad jatuh cinta tu..hehe~ ni we all at rantau panjang..

adikaku..yg aku kate ank ksygn my dad tu...cute cm akak die..(huhu~ perasan) ni we all at pasar siti khadijah..


ni at terengganu..masjid kristal...cantik gle kn?? saje masukkn jgk...hehe balik dr kelantan tu, we all singgah sini..
wah...gorgeous nye kami...haha!

hurmm..tu jela utk entry kali ni.. saje nk update stelah sekian lama...hahaha..

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

My unchange expectation...

Hello everyone! I want to share about second expectation towards my subjects in this semester...First expectation, I feel it all subject this semester is a tough semester compared to those past 2 semester because we should take 7 subjects compared to those past 2 semester, we just take 6 subjects only and now, I still think at that way..hehehe.. My unchanged expectation towards my tough subjects for this semester are ECO 211, CTU 241, BMD101, FIN 262, BEL 311, QMT 216 and the last one is my co-curriculum subject, Malay Debate.

Firstly, ECO 211 which stands for Macroeconomics and it hold 3 credit hours. I feel so bored during this subject classes because of some problem regarding our lecturer. Sorry to say this. Overall, I think this subject not so difficult to understand but it need our interest to study this subject. During this class, I did not understand what I study about. So, after class I need to study by my own. My first test in this subject is really make me disappointed. I got only 72% and I do not know yet, how about my second test. but I hope I can do my best in final examination.

My second subject is CTU 241 which stands for Fundamental of Islamic Economics which worth 2 credit hours. My perspective towards this subject is it just remain unchanged with my first expectation. It make me have to read a lot of word in a text book. But it still okay because our lecturer make our lecture more fun with enjoyable presentation and a lot of relax activities when we look like bored.

BMD 101 stands for Mandarin and it hold 2 credit hours. I really love this subject!! it was so fun and our lecturer, Laoshi Lim was very kind and make me comfortable with him. We always laugh and enjoy during this class because of our wrong pronunciation. Just imagine, we said a mandarin word so confident but actually it was really wrong and it meaning is change to bad meaning without we realize it..hehe.

My next subject is FIN 262 which stands for fundamental Of Finance. I still feel this is a 'killer' subject. There are so many formulae to remember and make me confuse. My result in a first test is 79% and it make me so sad because there are so many careless things that I do. I promise to be more careful in my final.

BEL 311 which stands for English For Academic Purposes is a compulsory subject for every part 1 to part 3 students and its a pre-requisite one. I think, this is quite difficult subject because i am not so good in English and for this semester there are so many format of essay that we must to remember. We also need to do term paper and my partner is Nabila. We choose title about 'Why men want sex and women need love'. I feel so happy because our lecturer said, our term paper make him know a lot of information. That precious word really worth with our effort. This is because, nabila and me do our best and willing to went to Malacca and find that book at MPH bookstore . Then, what make me so shocked is, our lecturer is not fierce as before. He was really kind and understanding. He help us a lot in order to improve our English. In addition, he was so cute!!!hehe. =) because he always saying Malay word and doing cute things without he realize it.

Then, it all about a number! It is a QMT 262 which stands for Introduction To Statistic and it hold 3 credit hours. Our lecturer really love to give us an Islamic talk. She was so kind and just like a mum to us. Sometimes, during class she bought some food for us such as bread, chocolate and biscuit. Actually i do not really understand this subject during lecture and I need to study by my own. My first test, i got 90% but it does not mean I can just relax because I want to maintain it in Final.

Lastly, my co-curriculum subject is Malay Debate and it hold 1 credit hour only. This is an enjoyable class and our lecturer, Miss Adila was very kind and make me feel so relax in her class even though we have so many assignment to complete.

To put in a nutshell, I wish I can do my best in final examination that is just around the corner and got DL again with good pointer... =)

My first day in UiTM

Hello…we meet again.. for this blog entry, I want to share about my first day in UiTM. Before I got to study in Uitm, I study at GIATMARA. I thought, I will never got any IPTA to accept me as their students due to my moderate SPM result...huhu..So, when I got this offer, I feel very excited and I promise to myself to do the best!!

I need to register in UiTM Segamat is on 26th December 2008, Sunday. (Wow…it 2 years ago..but I feel like it just happen last week..huhu). It takes about 5 hours from my house in Kuala Selangor, Selangor to arrive early in the morning to Segamat because I must to register at 9 a.m... So, my dad has decided to go to my auntie’s house at Batu Pahat first at Friday. At that memorial day, we went to UiTM from my auntie’s home at 6 a.m..huhu..So early, right? I feel really excited in my way to UiTM Seagamat because actually I still do not believe that, I will become a university student. I always watch at the television about university students. They looks really happy, enjoy and intelligence in academic and co-curriculum. I feel so excited to feel what the ‘campus life’ is really about.

I got college Nilam as my college to stay and I need to register there. I really shocked when I meet my friend in the secondary school which is Ainul Nadia. She in BMD3D2 class now. I feel very happy seeing her because I have people that I know even though we are not so close when we are in secondary school. After make a registration, I went to my room which is in level two. Ainul Nadia’s room is just in front of my room. I am so glad to see her… Then, I met my roommate who is come from Segamat and Kuala Lumpur. They are part 2 students at that time. Their name is Ainur and Illy. They really friendly and we become a good roommate after that. And now, we still meet each other when we are free…

Oohhh.. This is the sad part to remember. I feel really sad when my family want to back and leave me alone to handle my life as university student. I cried and feel loke want to go home with them. Even though, I already have experience live in hostel when I in secondary school but I still feel sad to live far away from my family. After my family went home, I heard the announcement that tells the new student need to have the meeting. Then, I went to Ainul’s room and we decide to go there together.. Thanks, Ainul.. huhu.. We need to go to the mosque and that’s the first activity as the beginning of orientation that needs to attend by the new student in university. I will never forget about the orientation that I have attended and it will become the best memory in my life.=) I still remember the word ‘ 1 make a problem, all will got a punishment’ from our senior. We are so afraid at that time.. huhu.. We finished our meeting at the middle night and after that we get the permission to back to our room and get rest.

That’s all about my first day in UiTM. I will remember this precious memory until the end of my life. It will be the valuable experience for me that I can story to my son someday...=)

My appreciation toward you



Hello friends…!!! For this blog entry, I got a task that I can decide by myself. So, I decide to share to all of you, my precious memory in UiTM. In this blog entry, I want to give appreciation to my six (6) greatest friends in Uitm. They are Baizura (Zura), Amalina (Mon), Syakira (Eya), Nabila (Nabil), Misnahaini (Misz) and Isma (Cema).

I really happy to be friend with them… They are really supportive in what I do. In UiTM I have two (2) positions, which are the leader for Malay Debate Club and exco in Diploma in banking association (DIBA). I am so busy with my position, but what make me strong and confident is because they are really support me and help me when I in a trouble. For example, lately DIBA make a dinner for all the DIB students but we have many difficult problems that we should to face. Many part 6 students do not want to involve at that dinner and there are many test that make our dinner not reach until 220 person but my 6 greatest friends really support me and buy a ticket that cost RM 8 even though at that time, they are in financial problem and very busy with their assignment. Maybe all of you will think, it is just a simple thing but for me, I feel so glad. Other than that, there are so many things they do that make me really love them without they realize it..In this blog entry, I want to say to them, “I really love u, friends!!!” I hope we will stick together forever… Ahh, stop with that story.. It make me feel want to cry..huhuhu..
For your information, I have a funny thing that we (my 6 greatest friends and me) create. It was just for fun. As you can see in the picture above, it is about ‘OUR COMPLICATED FAMILY’ that we create together. Hehehe. Maybe it really complicated to all of you to understand. I will explain it.

Firstly, our family name is ‘SEMDIK’ which form of two words, ‘sempoi’ and ‘gedik’. Heehe.. Our family leader is Baizura. We decide her to be our family leader is because she is the fiercest person compared to us. Huhuhu. After that, Nabil is married with Nafiz who is Mon’s brother. That is because Nabil is really admired with Mon’s brother even though he does not know who she is. Haha! After that, she give birth to Eya..hahaha. Then, Mon is married Naim who is Misz’s brother. Mon is admired with him. Even though he knows who is Mon but it does not have any feeling toward she because for him Mon is just his sister’s friends. huhu. Mon give birth to Hafizul (Pjoe) who is my special boyfriends. So that, Eya and Pjoe is a cousin. Then, Pjoe is married with me who am Cema’s and Wan (Cema’s fiance) grandson. Then, as you can see at that picture above, we decide who my daughter is. After make a discussion, our decision is my daughter is Misz.. hehehe. But if you notice, Misz is sister-in-law to Mon but at the same time, she also Mon’s grandson. That is why we said this is our complicated family.. Hahaha!

For Baizura (Zura), Amalina (Mon), Syakira(Eya), Nabila (Nabil), Misnahaini (Misz) and Isma (Cema), maybe for you this ‘complicated family’ is just for fun but for me it is really meaningful because it shows that we are so close together. Furthermore, all of you really support me in what I do and my relationship with my boyfriends. I really happy to see, all of you make him as your friends too. Thanks, friends… =)

That’s all…Enjoy it!!!

Monday, March 8, 2010

really hate those things!!!

Hello!!! We meet again..Now, I will share about 10 things that I hate most! Actually, I’m not the one that easily hate with something… I always thing that all the things are cute and even someone do a bad things to me, I still think that it is akay..huh! so, when I got a duty to do this thing, I felt so hard to accomplish this assignment..!!huhuhu.. I will list least things to the most things that I really hate in my life..

1) GO TO THE OTHERS ROOM..
I dislike to loafing at others person room…I just when to their room when there is a important and exciting things that I want to tell..hehe! Normally, mon,eya,zura and miss will come to my room (also nabil’s room)to loaf and I really like it…huhu!

2)BUSY AND SMOKER BOYFRIENDS..
Busy and smoker boyfriends just make me sick..! I am the one who easily touching with the one who I really love..if with my friends, I known as a person who not easily touching and get mad..but with my boyfriends, it is not!haha.. I want he to always beside me when I feel lonely and tension..i do not mean that he cannot live his life but I just want to feel appreciated..i also hate if my boyfriend is the smoker one…for me, smoker is a cruel person that did not think about the others person around them..furthermore, I easily to vomit if I smell smoke..so, that is why I really hate smokers!!

3)HOT WEATHER..
I really feel uncomfortable with hot weather..Especially now, everyone knows that we are travelling in a hot weather… even in the night and I already take a bath, I still sweat..huh!! I hope I will past this March in a blink..huhuhu!

4) MESSY THINGS!!
Messy things and place make me annoyed..!!! I will easily become bad mood when my stuff is messy especially when I in a rush..i will clear up all that things as soon as possible before it will make me angry with other person because I really love to built a good relationship with others..

5) FROG!!
I really extreme dislike frog..for me, frog is very ugly animal in the world. Maybe people will think that I really unkind when says this statement.. but I really did not have any bond with this things.. just because of this animal, I already cried because of scare for million times, I think…heheeh! Even with frog-toy, I scared too and my heart will beat crazily…huhu!

6)STUDY!!
I hate to study..i feel like it is a burden to me when I start to open the book.. but in contradiction, I lov test..!!! I don’t know why..haahaha!! so weird right?? =P I just will start to study and try to understand my subject when the test is just around a corner…

7)WAKE-UP…
It feel like it is a waste if wake up from my superb dream..hehe! I love to sleep all the time if there is no class at that time..but in a class, I known as the active person and talk much..huhu! maybe it is the energy stored while I’m sleeping..hahaha!

8) HYPOCRITE PERSON..
I hate people who stab-me-back..in front of me, he act just like a kind person and like the one who I can trust most..i am the one who easily love my friends, trust them and will really care about themmso, when they stab-me0back, I will feel so disappointed with that…

9) FAT!!
I hate to being fat because it make me feel unconfident.. but the problem is, I really love to eat every single hour…huhu! Hurm…I don’t know how to control my appetite…huh!!!

10) MR.A…
You must be wondering whose is MR.A…hurm…MR.A is use to be my best friends once upon a time..but right now, it is just memory…because MR.A has betrayed me and bad mouthing me and tell people not to be friends with me anymore..Luckily, my kind bestfriends (eya and misz) are not influence with his stupid word..!!!!! and I will never…never…ever forgive him for what he has done even if he apologizes to me..

my most wanted wishes!!

Hello..!! Everyone has their own wish in their life included me…10 wishes that I hope I can achieve it are….. I will divide it to my 5 short-term wish and the balance are my long-term wish…
SHORT-TERM WISHES..

1) SUPERB IN DEBATE..

Debate is my soul…I extremely like to debate and want to do my best and to make UITM JOHOR success and get many achievement in debate.. I hope that 1 day, I will be superb in debate like my senior, johan, abang nasa and kak azriana.. I really admiring them and I will be their fan forever because they really good in debate..Even if they just start, I already feel the hottest debate match will begins..huhuhu!


2) VICE CANSELOR AWARDS(ANC)

I hope that I will get ANC when I graduated in my diploma… for the last 2 semester, I hit to maintain my CGPA in dean list students…I hope that it will be maintain and I will get ANC make my family and my special boyfriend, feel proud of me..


3) STUDY IN OVERSEAS…

Amin…it is my most wanted wish in my short term wishes.. I hope that I will further my study in bachelor or master in overseas…even I know the fact that I’m not the intelligence one compared to others, but I really….really….really want to further my study at overseas..and the place that I really want to study is at Paris..! it is because I really want to go to Paris and of course because Paris is a wonderful place to go…huhu!!


4)GET MY OWN CAR..

I want to drive to anywhere that I wanna go..!! even I already has 3 cars in my house but it already own by my dad and mum..even there is 1 car left, but it is not suitable for me who is just 20-year-old-girl to drive..i always borrow my mum cars, VIVA ELITE to go somewhere but I still want my own car..it is more easier to me to back to Segamat by my own…


5) GET A BIG AND CUTE TEDDY BEAR IN MY BIRTHDAY..

I really like teddy bear and a cute stuff especially if they in a pink colour..hehe! I hope that I will receive a cute teddy bear in my birthday this year..hehehe! to anyone that read this statement, don’t just ignore it..!!hahahaah!!

LONG-TERM WISHES..

1) SUCCESSFUL PERSON….

The first thing that I will do after I graduate in my study, I will try to achieve my ambition to be a lecturer…that is my wish since I 8 years old..my mum is a teacher and she always advice me to be a someone who more good than her..so, since that until now, I wish that I will be a lecturer someday and make my family feel proud of me..i am the eldest in my family, so that it is a responsibility to me to make my siblings to follow my route..

2) BRING MY FAMILY TO MAKKAH..

The second things after I get a job is I will bring my family go to Makah..Besides my parents and siblings, I also really hope I will have the chance to bring my grandpa and my grandma to make HAJI… You can see their picture beside this text...this is because they are the one who raise me since I was born…when I’m in 9 years old, I started living with my parents..Because of that, I really love my grandpa and my grandma from bottom of my heart…but I don’t know if I still have a chance to do that..Because now, my grandpa is not in a good condition..I really hope that, my grandpa will be healthy back..Love them really much!!

3) FULFIL MY PARENTS WISH…

The next thing I will do is make my parents glad and complete their wish.. my mum wish is she want to open a restaurant because she really love to cook..now, my mum always cook at ‘kenduri’, take a order to make a muffin, ‘kuih-muih’ and biscuit Raya during ‘Hari Raya’… she always tell me that, she want to have her own restaurant someday and I feel that, it is a way to make her happy..I hope that, I will built one restaurant for her and name it as ‘PRESENT FOR MUM’…=) for my dad, he always told me that he want to have a BMW cars and live at a wonderful house someday …I really adored my dad because he is a strong and responsible man who try his best to built a wonderful family..i hope that I will buy all that things for him even if I forced to just get Kancil as my car..I knows that all that stuff cannot repay all the deeds but I really hope that I can do that for them..

4)MARRIED!!

After I accomplish all that things above, the last things is I will think for my future...I want to get married with someone who I love so much.. I want to built a blissful family with him and live a joy life with our 4 sons…=) I hope will live my live happily ever after with my lovely family…



THE MOST IMPORTANT WISH!!! I want to be a good person in my live and achieve Al-falah in the world and here after…Amin…

Monday, February 22, 2010

Wo De Tongxuemen


Hello!! Now I will tell all of you about my classmates.. My class consists of all THE GORGEOUS GIRL! Hehe! We are so close together and there is no ‘click’ in our class. I love my classmates damn much and hope that we will together in a same class until we grade.. so friends, make sure we will grade together okay? Chaiyok2!! =) For me, word “FRIENDS” is so easy to say but it difficult to describe; to understand and find the one who will not stab you back.. But I believed that my all gorgeous classmates is the best and did not do that..(Please don’t crush my expectation towards all of you, okay..=(..)



1-Roslaili (Lily)

She is very quiet person and just talk when needed. (Really contradict with me!!hahaha) but we can still stick together because I really feel comfortable with her innocent attitudes..huhu! She is a very clever and got DL every sem..See, if in Malay we said, ‘diam-diam ubi berisi’ huhu! I really admire her and I really believe that I cannot to be a quiet person like her.. ***(Quite but clever!)***


2-Syahirah (Sya)My first expectation about her is she is a quite person but it’s not!!huhu. I know that when we are in one group for speaking test last semester. She is very talkative and nice friends. Even we not really close but I know that she is kind and always try her best in her study..For this semester, what I recognize about her is her style is more gorgeous than before..Keep it up, sya!! We are all from gorgeous class, right?! Huhu! ***(nice girl and like to smile)***



3-Who is that gorgeous girl?? Ehem2..Of course.. It’s me!! Hahahaha.. a very talkative person! =P (Team of HIBARI 7 or in other words, gorgeous team or you can call us ‘Semdik’..hehe!)



4-Norisma (Ism @ Caring one of my team of HIBARI 7. Hahaha!)

For me, her face looks really fierce.. But don’t get it wrong! Because she is really lovely and nice person..=) I like to know her in this campus. She is really faithful with her boyfriend’s even she has many secret admire. Because of her fierce face, my roommates really scare with her..huhu! Ism has a really nice heart and just like a mother even her style of walk is really ‘brutal’..heeh! I really admire her spirit in study. She is really hardworking person and so worried if her assignment or work not yet complete..Really contradict with me..hehe! I hope one day, my attitude will change and be a hardworking person just like her..=) ***(The caring one even looks fierce)***



5-Azlina (kak lina)

I start to know her in this semester and just in BEL classes. She is really friendly and evens her just with us in BEL classes but her attitudes make us feel comfortable with her. We are in the same group for speaking test and we choose even we just know her little bit because she looks really friendly and know the way to make a good relationship. Other than that, even she is the repeaters but what I really like her way of study. She really hardworking and do many exercise to improve her English..Good luck, Kak Lina!!=) ***(Friendly and hardworking)***



6-Erien Nurshaffieka (Erien)

I always go to class with her because she closes with Baizura. She is really cute and like pink damn much just like me..huhu! We are ‘gang’, Erien!!hehe! ***(Cute and pinky)***


7-Nabila (Nab @ Funny of Hibari 7’s Team..hehe!)
‘Sengal!!!!” hahaha.. A suitable word to describe her..haha! I really love her so much and we really know each other. Huhu! This is because we are roommates, classmates, and groupmates for assignment and all the word that have an end of ‘mates’!hahaha! I really comfortable with her even sometimes she did not watch out her words. But it’s okay..Because I know that she did not meant that.. She just said what she thinks in her mind without she realizes it. Huhu! Such a honest girl, right? Huhu! Muah! Hope our friendship will forever…=) *** (Cute but blur..=P)***



8-Baizura (Zura @ Cool of Hibari 7’s Team..=P)

Now, let’s talk about this cute bestfriends! I really love to be her bestfriends because she really have a kind heart and always protecting me..hehe! Just like power rangers..=P She is a simple person and like to wear ‘baju kurung’ everyday.. Such a nice person..=) Huhu! What make really love her is she very patient with my bad attitudes when we want to go to class.. She always wait for mr even how late I am.. Thanks, Zura!!!i will try my best to change it for you..InsyaAllah… *** (Kind like an angel)***


9- Ezza Fateen Farezza (Ezza)Wow! Stylish! Gorgeous! That’s the word to describe her. I like to see her style and her face. She is really beautiful and not an arrogant person. She is talkative person just like me and likes to eat spicy food. We always have a lunch together and I feel comfortable to be her friends. Sometimes she was so clumsy when doing something and never stop talking even nobody listen to her..huhu! so cute! ***( Clumsy but still gorgeous)***


10-Adilah (Dila)She is nice person and very concentrates in class. She likes to help us when we have a problem about our study. That is why she always got a good result in exam..=) *** (Nice and clever)***


11-AishahShe is really soft-spoken person. I always confused differentiate between Aishah and Dila..hehe! Sorry, Aishah! She is good looking girl and funny. I like to see her sweet smile..=) ***(Always make e confused!hehe)***


12-Jannah (Jan)Beautiful eyes!!! That’s really make me jealous about her.. Huhu! She has a brown eyes and I like to saw her face. Sometimes her attitudes look weird but she really has a nice heart and a caring person. When we back to hometown together, she will always remind me to buy mineral water and panadol because she knows I really not comfortable in the bus. Thanks, Jan!=) ***(The caring one)***



13-Syakirah (Eya @ Clumsy of Hibari 7’s Team!)

She is one of my best friends in UITM. We are really stick together and I love her so much! Huhu! I really admire her spirit in debate and she really has a good improvement in that club. Keep it up, Eya! She is really cute person and now she crazy in love with her boyfriends.. First time they make a date, I join them because Eya force me to accompany her..Huhu! From my point of view, I really agree with her choice because her partner is a good guy for mr and really suitable with you, Eya..=) I wish two of you will together forever.. ***( Funny and clumsy one!)***



14-Misnahaini (Miesz @ Polite of Hibari 7’s Team!)

Miesz is my best friends too. I really comfortable with her. She has a kind heart and likes to smile. That’s why she has admire in UITM..huhu! I am so jealous with her..huhu! anyway, I hope miesz and me will be a best friends forever. ***( The polite one)***



15-Amalina (M0n @ Cute of hibari 7's Team!)

Mon such a kind friends and always help me when I have a problem. She is one of my bestfriends same like nab, zura, eya and miesz. I like to pinch her cute cheek! So ‘Montel’! hahaha. Thts the reason why we called her mon..=) ***(The cutest one)***



16-Haziyah (kak Azi)

She like to smile and very hardworking one. She always tries her best in what she does. She will not give up until she gets the right answer when we do an exercise. ***( Like to smile and hardworking)***


17-Diana Isha (Diana)She is very funny and talkative person. I like to know her. She is really friendly and every time she laugh, make me want to laugh too..hahaha! ***( The talkative one)***


18-Hidayah (dayah)I don’t really close with her because she live in sector B but what I know about her is she is such a kind person and very hardworking one in her study.. ***(Kind person)***


19-Fatihah (Fatin)She is very clever in what she do. She also pretty and kind. She also can speak Chinese well and got DL every semester. I really admire her. ***(The pretty one)***


20-Ramizah (Miza)She is our class REP in BEL subject. She is really clever and good student and got DL every semester. She is really good in English and we always refer to her when we have a problem in this subject. ***(Good in English)***


21-HudaI like her smile because it so sweet. She not talks much and be a talkative just with someone who close with her. She is so cute and has a talent to sewing. ***(Nice smile)***


22-El-lena (Lena)She is a bestfriends with Izzati. She likes to make a business and now she is doing a direct selling such as shoes, piggy bank and wallet. I already buy a piggy bank from her.. It so cute! =) ***(Salesgirl..hehe)***


23-Izzati (Zati)The last one is Zati. She is beaufiful and has a cute face. I like to see her smile and she is kind person. Even she looks really quite but actually she is the ‘brutal’ one..I know that when I saw her picture in her Myspace..Huhu..***(The ‘brutal’ one)***



That’s all about my classmates.. ireally love them very much and we will grad together next year..huhu! I hope we will be the best student of UITM..Good luck..!!!=)



Monday, February 8, 2010

LOVE

Hi friends! T0day, I will share my perspective about LOVE! Sound interesting, right?? Hehe! For me love is emotions related to a sense of strong affection and attachment. The word love can refer to a variety of different feelings and attitudes, ranging from generic pleasure. This diversity of uses and meanings combined with the complexity of the feelings involved, makes love unusually difficult to define compared to other emotional states.
F0r me, love knows no reasons, knows no lies, defies all reasons, has no eyes and the most thing, love is not blind, it sees but it doesn't mind. Even our love ones are not handsome like our friend’s boyfriends but it still does not matter. It does not mean it blind but it doesn’t mind. Love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation. Love is so easy to feel, so hard to explain, easy to get, so hard to let go, easy to spell but so hard to define…
LOVE…. Even it can break our heart but everyone is still taking the risks.
*Feeling that's seen in one's eyes.
*Sight of the sunset and sunrise.
*Joy that make people smile but it also pain that makes people cry.
*To love is to feel the other so dear.
*To the point you taste his or her tears.
*Love doesn't seek what's not there.
*It accepts all pains to bear.
*Love that doesn't die but we just can't see it but we feel it.
*Love just like a bird… It will fly if you held it too lightly but it will die if you held it too tightly.

In words, love can be read. In actions, love can be measured but others don't know that even in silence, love can be heard. The meaning of love is inexplicable. It can't be described similarly by everyone but one thing's for sure, love begins with friends. Love is created NOT by words but by feelings. It’s NOT by humans but by hearts and it is better expressed in deeds than in words. For love has no definition, it exists. Never expect love to be always at its best, because if you do, you will never appreciate its existence. Remember, that there will always be one true love for you, to have and hold. It may not be one you expect but it's the one you deserve. Love is supposed to be the most wonderful feeling. It should inspire you, give you joy and strength, but sometimes the things that give you joy can also hurt you in the end. It’s more hurt when the people you love are our friend’s boyfriends. It makes us feel guilty but at the same time, we still want him. Maybe it not happens to all of you, but it happen to me. But now, I promise to myself to forget him… “Wish me luck okay!!” hehe.. This happen because, love works in magical ways, but never be fooled by the promise of forever. I always heard a couple make that promise but it just lies because there will come a time when the spark will die and when that time comes, we must learn to let go, no matter how painful. Love can never be wrong but it's the people that go wrong. So friends, learn from your mistakes and don't correct a mistake with another one.
In the course of love, ones heart must be brave enough to hold on when things go wrong and brave enough to let go when they realize that things are not meant to be. Just let him go, if he not mines…Because love cannot never be forced or created if it was never meant to be. Love may leave your heart like a shattered glass but keep in mind that there's someone who'll be willing to endure the pain of picking up the pieces so you could be whole again. There's always pain and disappointment when falling in love, but continue sharing your love cause the more you love, the more you'll get to know yourself, cause every person you love becomes your reflection.
My advice, let love be the guide to your dreams, let love be the light to your heart, let your love be the reason why somebody else's heart still continuous to beat. Loving is NOT how you forget but how you forgive, it’s NOT how you listen but how you understand, NOT what you see but what you feel and NOT how you let go but how you hold on.
Letting go of someone you truly love is hard but holding on to someone who doesn't feel the same is much harder. I already feel that and it really makes me feel hurt. Friends, giving up don’t mean you're weak. It only means that you're strong enough to let go. "If you love someone, set him free. If he comes back, he's yours. If he doesn't, he never was". It really hurts to love someone who doesn't give you the time of day, but what will hurt more is when you realize that someone whom you don't give the time of day loved you and gave it up because you loved someone else.

Love is a contradiction. It's hard to find but easy to lose, it makes you feel good but hurts you so bad, it opens your eyes but makes you blind and fills up your heart but tears it apart. Love is like air and you can't see it but you can feel it. Loving people means giving them the freedom to be who they choose to be. Love is allowing people in your life to make choices. Love is a noble act of self giving, offering your trust, faith and loyalty. The more you love, the more you lose a part of you, yet you don't become less of who you are, you just end up being complete. Love need not stand in front of us to be recognized. If it's far for the eyes to see, it has power close enough for the heart to feel. For example, if you want a butterfly, don't run after it. Instead, sit down and it will surely land on your palm when it needs some rest. That's how true love is found. People can't define what love really is unless they feel it.

My hope just now, someone that hold my heart right now is my true love and it will be forever…..=)


TRUE LOVE DOESN'T HAVE AN ENDING….!!!=)

Sunday, January 31, 2010

10 facts about me

Hello! My dearest friends, we meet again with my new entry, 10 Facts about me being a celebrity who is studying in UiTM Segamat, Johor right now. Haha.
My life being a celebrity is so busy and FAMOUS. There are too many of secret admire everywhere I go, people knows who I am. Isn’t cool?? Huh!! Now, I’m sure that all of you want to know what the 10 facts about me are. Let’s check it out!!
1) Weight:
I really care about my weight. Every day I will jog with amalina and play badminton to lose my weight. At the beginning of his semester, my weight is 51.6 kg but I felt so excited and happy because last week, when I went to ‘Penawar’ which is UITM’s clinic, my weight is decrease to 49.5 kg now. I felt so happy and I decided to keep it up with my exercise every day.

2) Subject that I really hate! :
I really have a fear towards number’s subject such as mathematics, statistics and finance. This is because I have a bad memory in that subject because I got a really horrible result in additional mathematics in my SPM.


3) Cry:
I someone who easy to cry even my friends said that my face look fierce sometimes. For example, when I watch a sad movie or hear a sad song even for second or third times, I still can cry. Other than that, when I saw a senior citizen still working, I feel very sad and my tears will easily falling because for me at that age, they deserve to just stay at home and let their children to take care of them. My dad always said that my behaviour is same like my mum. Another things, I does not really like cat but if I saw the poor cat, I will feel so sympathy and ask my dad to take care of them. And now, there are 6 cats and 3 rabbits at my house. My dad makes a beautiful big cage that seems like a traditional house for them. I really thanks for my mum and dad because they really understands me. =)

4) My fear:
I really hate frog damn much! My fear toward frog is since I am in 8 years old. At that time, I want to go to school and when I want to wear my shoes, I so shock when I saw the frog inside my shoes. Since that, I hate frog so much! When I in secondary school, I live at hostel and every night we have a tuition. Along the street to go to the class, we have to cross the field and there are so many frog there and every time I cross that field, I will run very fast and I start to cry. Last to week, I cry again because of frog again. Nabila and Amalina were bullying me! Nabila has a frog toy and they put it in front of me when I saw a movie. Huhu! Hmm, but its okay.

5) Award:
I am debaters of UITM Johor. I start to join this club when I enter Sri Wacana Cup and I presenting for DIBA when I am in part 1 and our team (eya, farah and me) got 2nd place in that completion and I got a best speakers title. After that, my carrier in this club is begins. I went to Arau Open Tournament in UITM Arau, Perlis and got best speakers title for a 3 times from 6 matches. After that, I went to UITM Perak for training and last semester I went to UITM Melaka for Vice Chancellor Cup. I love to debate and I will always to improve my communication skills for UITM Johor! =) That picture show our malay debate's team of UITM Johor whwn we had a luncheon with our ex-vice chancellor of UITM at Melaka..

6) Favourite! :
I really love spicy food and when I have a lunch, there must have ‘sambal’ in my food and my appetite will decrease if not! Hehe.

7) Pink! :
I love pink colour damn much! Almost all my stuff in that romantic colour. My room at home and hostel, I will decorate in hat colour and my roommates have to just follow. Hehe! But, it’s okay because they understand me. Thanks friends! =)

8) Late! :
I will wake up 15 minutes before the class start! For an example, if class at 10 am, will wake up at 9.45 am. Hehe! What a useless girl! =P I don’t know when this bad habit will change. Hmm, InsyaAllah someday… Hopefully! =P

9) Shopping! :
For me, I have an interesting habit. I like to shopping! If I go to somewhere with my friends or family, there should have something I buy. Even when I go to Segamat, I will bring something from there such as cloth, scarf or anything. If not, I will really regret and feel suicide!



10) I cannot wait to be a Mummy! :
I really love babies and I like to play with them, see their cute, innocent, sweet and chubby face. Honestly, I love to hear their laugh and cry. May be for some people, their cry make them feel tension but for me its make me feel how wonderful this world create! I can not wait to have a babies someday. As you can see at the picture right there, I hope I will give birth to cute and chubby babies like that. =)